Just die.

Foam.

he's gone,all along with his madness and beauty

his eyes contained all the sadness of the world

which filled my heart with happiness somehow..
i remember the night he murdered you, me , himself , us...

and decided to chase parades

Im thinking of Donald tonight, he's dead too..
Im chained sister, with false comfort

like the stranger said, wearing a frown..

my old hands are shivering, the lines on my palm are solicitous

and life seems eager to aband me
Suddenly, human skulls look outwardly swell to me

as i desperately struggle to displease my eyes

and recall his words
lunaticly poetic, im still in the mood for love

to stir those grounds you walk on

and those kisses you send daily

to my ears where your silence speaks and i listen
so when you pray, dear friend,ask your God for some sympathyfor i am not willing to forgive...

"Pauvre lune, Elle a l'air s'ennuyer, la haut. Lucien decide alors de lui jouer un petit air de trompette. Mais les notes de musique ne grimpent pas jusqu'a la lune. "Lucien, et si tu essayais de souffler un peu plus fort?" "

Lucien, le pingouin musicien
jean-marc Mathis

Ode to...

No thanks
No more
No love

I'm done
I've had enough

You're going off with her and I wish I was
But there's another can be just because

All right
Be on your way

The kindest thing to say is not that you have fallen for me
Say you'll come back to my arms again someday

Oh
Baby write some words about how you can't shut me out
How you must find a way to see me one more time

One more time
And please call up all your friends and tell them it can't end
You don't know what you'd do if you lost her and lost me too

That's fine
That's good
That's nice

I understand the price
The cost of craving dark instead of light
I flip a coin to see if you still care tonight

My blood
My hand
My soul

I've thrown them on to you without control
The things I freely give you stole

And now I'm left in pieces
Baby tell the world about me
The way you won me over in a city you can't remember
You think it was September
Sweet September

Oh baby
Oh
It's all right
I know she needs you more than I do

And I wouldn't win this fight
But there is one thing that you've gotta do
You've gotta tell the world about a girl you once knew
Oh
She wasn't meant to be but you fell so very deeply in love with me

To all the girls he's loved
To all the girls he's loved

I cant fall for you, I'm acrophobic.

The greatest

once i wanted to be the greatest

no wind or waterfall could stall me

and then came the rush of the flood

stars of night turned deep to dust
melt me down

into big black armor

leave no trace of grace

just in your honor

lower me down

to culprit south

make'em wash a space in town

for the leadand the dregs of my bed

i've been sleepinlower me down

pin me insecure the grounds

for the later parade

once i wanted to be the greatest

two fists of solid rock

with brains that could explain any feelin

lower me down

pin me in

secure the grounds

for the leadand the dregs of my bed

i've been sleepinfor the later parade

once i wanted to be the greatest

no wind or waterfall could stall me

and then came the rush of the flood

stars of night turned deep to dust

Razones

What a sad beautiful day it is
to meet your projection before my yellow eyes
and all those miles i ran to escape you
leaned, bowed exhausted to me
in front of your knife you held against me
and my pulse for you
i declared peace
and kissed you with my eyes
what a paranormal im living
fisting to be unleashed violently
expelled from your vaginea of me
no room for love in your red red red room
inside your blue blue blue bed
And i came here to learn what you taught me
to live in the most beautiful fraud in the world
to be "Cinema is a fantasy we cannot but live in"
Sleep my darling, sleep in your only memory of me,
and ill sing you a lullabie to close your eyes,
open them later on on d, d, d,
Death, honey, Death...

Langue muette

how long will i last before your pride
decides to break these bars of silence..
Im suffocating my love
immersed by the grace of your fears
and the final danger shant be death
im afraid ending up deathless
caught between sweet bitterness
living in a neighborhood where
void is my only neighbour
and some notes of melodies
to remind me of my constant
nonexistence
and always draw upon my empty face
a smile expensively paid for from mother
Cinema ...

Famous Blue Raincoat

Its four in the morning, the end of december
Im writing you now just to see if youre better
New york is cold, but I like where Im living
Theres music on clinton street all through the evening.

I hear that youre building your little house deep in the desert
Youre living for nothing now, I hope youre keeping some kind of record.

Yes, and jane came by with a lock of your hair
She said that you gave it to her
That night that you planned to go clear
Did you ever go clear?

Ah, the last time we saw you you looked so much older
Your famous blue raincoat was torn at the shoulder
Youd been to the station to meet every train
And you came home without lili marlene

And you treated my woman to a flake of your life
And when she came back she was nobodys wife.

Well I see you there with the rose in your teeth
One more thin gypsy thief
Well I see janes awake --

She sends her regards.
And what can I tell you my brother, my killer
What can I possibly say?
I guess that I miss you, I guess I forgive you
Im glad you stood in my way.

If you ever come by here, for jane or for me
Your enemy is sleeping, and his woman is free.

Yes, and thanks, for the trouble you took from her eyes
I thought it was there for good so I never tried.

And jane came by with a lock of your hair
She said that you gave it to her
That night that you planned to go clear

and hushh...

and all these wrinkles covering your face

around your eyes, under your eyes

in your eyes..

you're hiding behind diaphanous dust

behind lost twenty years, are they eating you up inside?

piece by piece...?

did your rouge fade to blue or to white ? or now its just grey?

so i am what you made me now, you, how can i destroy you ?

and hell is just the echo

of god’ s angry words

What a surprise

The You I despised was nothing but another me inside

and i feel older than you do

crying out for her, what you call the cure

to purify my troubled soul

to feel youth encore, encore.

and thank you for having her on my side.

my miserable twenty years has just began

and oh, how lovely.. i started the first year

while she's laughing with two tears ..

My White

I like my clothes today,
Im wearing my skin,
the one that belongs to me
only my skin
and it makes me feel beautiful
again.
Oh my love !
What can i say ??
What possibly can i say more ?
I shall write on the blank again
even if "happiness isnt enjoyable"
but i am blank
i am white
i am wearing my skin
my white beautiful skin
again.
This time the blank is not
a synonym for emptiness
Oh my love, my muse
My misdemeanor !
Im happy with my emptiness
im happy, see
"Misery motivates, not Utopia"
:)

Candy Addict

My wine is black
like blood
Drink with me
And rise my toast
Fill my cup with needles
for like water it tastes
i would be drowning in the poisons of life
thats why im happy
Drink me, eat me, inject me
let me run in your veins,
and kiss ur fear away,
sense the sweet face of addiction
Sing me an eternal chant
crossing all boundaries
needs no conscientiousness
desire is no sin
and love is candy,
artificially sweet
The sky is blue
And my soul is mainden
My eyes gazing earnestly on your cross
I'll wait for you till i collapse
and my bones turns to ashes
I will love you where there will be no Gods,
no religions , no people
only snails.
Dont say anything
just lay me down
lay down on me
take me by ur magic
i always saw in ur eyes
enter me and enter all your burning flames into me
let me sweat till i get closer to you, to heavens..
to your angels and ur divine kingdom...
Let me sweat till every drop sway slow
stinging my skin so softly
mix my intense passion with yours
turn your body into mine
and make love to me all night
though and eventually,
love is just a candy
artificially sweet
...