One and a Half

would you be brave
and tell me that the
perfume on ur jacket
is not from ur friend's wife?

would you be brave
and tell me that this
is the scent of betrayal
i smell all over ur eyes?

would you be honorable
enough and not touching
me in the same way you
put your hands on her ?

what will ache you more
the hard slap on your face
or the resisting tears in my
eyes struggling not to fall ?

was it ur sexual weakness
that beated the power of ur love
or it was hard to live like one
so you became half a man ?

half feelings, half heart,
have me and have her
half me and half her
have to know that

No one is a half
u have it only in graves.